my last month in HGK

did you ever feel so right for the place you are in that you could never imagine you will have to leave it?

today i saw my ticket back home. even if i know i will come back to germany, even if i am happy i had a good grade at Daf and all chances for the university, even if i miss my parents and sister so much, i still feel sad, like missing something...i think i slowly fell in love with this place.

on this day, when i am sure i will go home so soon, we spent a lot of time on the terase painting, i saluted katinka in the evening with some very colorful fingers, we made a present for a girl from another group who is leaving. i will be part of the big changes in hgk, lots of people with me going and lots of others coming.
in the evening i brought my laptop in the group and we made our own small cinema with the children. we watched marry poppins, the musical of course, where lisa at least had a lot of fun...she might have thought it is somehow still a radio because at some point with the biggest smile on her face she said : radio!! like a big discovery.
marius was enjoying the little cheese pizzas, i noticed he was also happy after each of them he said: mehr!!! and even though katinka said "no, you had enough" he was somehow always eating something, with the small pauses when he realised this is his day and he has to be happy, he has his favorite hearts pijama on.
alisa was sitting in steffis lap, could notice the big satisfaction of getting her permanent attention not to mention steffi who was also happy playing her big sisters role.
and danny was sitting next to me, tried to look very busy with the movie and somehow i always had his hand into mine or on my shoulder, he also lives with the feeling of being half stranger now, his last day in hgk will be in almost 2 weeks, i am already getting troubles with thinking of a final gift for him.

i think i will have this image of the small group there a long time in my head now, just to bad i didnt have my photo camera with me. but i will always remember it.